Addiction vs’ DepressionĀ 

I woke from a dream where I was in a building with a group of people that I knew in real life.

I was approached and asked if I’d get up on stage and do a lesson on Addiction verses Depression.

In the dream I said yes. In real life I would have said no. Mainly because I am anything but, a public speaker. One on one is fine. But to lead a extensive conversation in a group. Yikes! I’m Simply not qualified with the right words.

What I found interesting about my dream… is that I have been thinking about a period of my life where I needed to take a handful of Jet Alert, to simply get it of bed and shower. 
I was not sure if it was because of my Thyroid issues, Athritis, undiagnosed depression, or just plain laziness.

Come to find be out that I have OCD bad thoughts really bad, and it makes me wake up. Not to mention possibly Sleep Apnea, which I’m scheduled to get a sleep study for that in November. It’s over two years of waiting.
So… I’m contemplating  whether or not to write about all of this on my main blog, yankeegalscafe. šŸ¤”

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Dreaming about a word

I woke up this morning from a dream of this word. 

Inconspicuous 

 I was saying this word over and over again in my dream. I woke up and couldn’t get this word out of my mind. šŸ¤”
I am not sure why I had this dream. I do not think I have ever dreamt about a particular word before.


Has anyone else?

Demons

It’s been a while since I’ve woken from demonic nightmares. However last night was the exception.šŸ˜”

Last night I was in the passengers side of our SUV, when a demon came from the backseat under my seat and was trying to get on me. Right up on me. I kept pushing it off me so it would not atttach itself on to me. 

I started screaming and praying it away…(in my dream)

 It finally disssolved into a shadow and disappeared. (Like usually)
Then I woke up and started praying scripture until I was able to clam myself down and fall back to sleep. 

Time: 3am
(My guess is that it stemmed from my oldest daughter communicating with my mother last night. I don’t say this to be mean, but the last time I had contact with her, I had similar nightmares.)